On this day, five months ago, we’ve got together. Five months now, we’re no longer an item.

With a song, “Because Of You”, playing on the iPod Nano you’ve bought for me as an birthday gift. Images flashes. How we used to walk from Raffles Place, along Fullerton and Esplanade, to Orchard Road before we headed home. How we used to giggle and laugh with each other. How we used to dine-in, and ice-cream. How we used to enjoy every single movie. How we used to enjoy the indulgence of the Bintan trip. How you used to wait for me at my club, just to pass me light snacks for dinner before your class. How you used to concern about me when I was down or sick. All of these fades down.

Probably you might not know how much impact you’ve created in my life.

Just puzzled, why you’ve had to lead me on even after our departure? Why do you have to say things which ain’t gonna be true? Why? Please..

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
you felt so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
Because of you

I need more units. I need to hit budget. I need more rest. I need a break.

However, unpleasants in my daily working life has been subsidised by the members and crew in the club. Members to joke with, crew to have fun with.

Here is our wacky Zuli. Not forgetting, the fun-loving Fidah with the crazy me. Haha.

My lunch break is never on-time, just like today, 4:50PM then only Nora and I went down for our meal. My stomach was growling by then. As back-up for tonight, look what’s on my table..

.. Short Dog, SNICKERS CRUNCHER Bar, Kinder Bueno, Sweet & Sour Prune, Scott’s Emulsion with Cod Liver’s Oil.

Is this healthy? Erm, personally, no comments except for the Scott’s Emulsion with Cod Liver’s Oil. Hehe.

Look, what it says on the bar, “HUNGRY? Grab a SNICKERS!”

(Fm: MINDEF) You have a National Service Call-Up Notification. For more details, go to MyMIW or call 64667636. For assistance, call 1800-eMINDEF.

.. Logged on to MyMIW..

1. Annual ICT: August 21 2006 (0730hrs) - September 08 2006 (2359hrs). Clementi Camp.

2. Briefing (Newly Posted In): May 10 2006 (1400hrs) – May 10 2006 (1800hrs). Clementi Camp.

Never once that he hits me.

Probably I’m not destined to spend a special moment on this special day with a special one.

A special day indeed. A day for me to be specially envious of lovers around me.

I am feeling a strong impact especially this year’s Valentine’s Day, after so much has happened within the recent months.

I tried to ignore that sense on this day, and brought joys and hugs to my girls in both Raffles Place and One George Street. Gave each of them a bar of FERRERO ROCHER chocolates. Hehe. It’s so nice to see that they were so happy.

Nora and I were supposed to do street surveys at the Open Green. However, we were so attracted into the beautifully romantic atmosphere with the couples.

So sweet.

However, I thought that I could meet up with a friend this evening for dinner, but he couldn’t make it the last minute. So, destined to be spending the night away by myself.

You lead me on, and dropped me like a “poo” in the “toilet-bowl” after. Flushed, period.

I’m deeply penetrated.

SHISEIDO MEN Skincare Series:
.. Skincare Essential Kit (Cleansing Foam, Hydrating Lotion, Total Revitalizer Cream);
.. Deep Cleansing Scrub;
.. Moisturizing Emulsion;
.. Anti-Shine Refresher Matifying Gel;
.. Moisturizing Self-Tanner.

These are my new skincare pets. It brings me in to the Shiseido Circle club too. Cool!

Hearty and nutritional breakfast from O’Briens – “Chicken and Bacon Tripledecker” and “Yogurt with Muesli” - with additional of 4 “Soft-Boiled Eggs” from Coffee & Toast.