This is a different month, to survive or to die depends on it.

I’m still at a distance away from my personal budget. Left with merely FIVE days!

Help me, help you.

If you or your friends are interested in getting started with an exercise program at Fitness First, please do not hesitate to contact me, as I’ll do my best to assist.

[CASE STUDY 01] : THE INDIAN FAG’GOT.

Someone who stalked me ever since last month’s Takashimaya Roadshow. Kept making appointment and ‘flew kite’. When doing follow-up, he’ll answer “I thought meeting at your house?” F*CK YOU!

Finally he came today. I slammed him big time. During tour, keeps asking me about certain instructor who used to be in MANHUNT or so, I was like “HOW THE F*CK WOULD I KNOW?!” O’ogling at guys while touring, not concentrating on what I’m going through. Touched my hand, and I disinfect immediately after he left.

F*CK’ING FAG’GOT!

[CASE STUDY 02] : PERMISSION REQUIRED.

A new guy in our team is so irritating that almost everyone got pissed off with him. We wondered if he really has the passion in this job. While we’re busy, asked dumb non-job related questions which most of the time, we’re just reluctant to reply.

The manager asked him out for training, he grabbed my clipboard which I’ve prepared for my presentation without my acknowledgement, and removed my documents and tools. I was like “WHAT THE F*CK?!” I reprimented him on that, which I really flared upon that my other team-mates have never seen before.

DON’T YOU EVER HAVE THE F*CKING MANNERS TO ASK FOR PERMISSION?!

[CASE STUDY 03] : THE LAWYER.

My member brought a friend in to get started at the club today. He arrives with another member. The way he presented himself doesn’t makes him look professional.

Insisted on a deal which I really can’t unless I pay the excess at my own expense. He was damn “thick-skin” to ask me to pay on it. I was like “CAN’T YOU F*CKING UNDERSTAND WHERE I’M COMING FROM?!”

Hey look! Being a lawyer doesn’t gives you the privilege!

Sentosa.

A Sunday to take myself away from work and worries.

Met up with Hayati at Harbour Front in the morning with the “U2″ joke. Hmm..

Headed down to my favourite spot – Tanjong Beach.

It seems like a mini-picnic with our hammock, fried rice, snacks and books. We were chatting away over anything under the sky, made prank calls to our fellow colleagues. Soon after, we ‘baked’ ourselves under the sun, and did some crunches as reward. Hehe.

Gest of the weather lasted till 2PM before it drizzles.

We headed off to Millenia Walk to visit Nora and Izwan. Poor them, on Sunday shift. However, when we arrived, they were both held up, so we went to Fuzion Smoothie Cafe for munch-munch.

Fuzion Smoothie Cafe is so cool and comfortable! They have this super-high-back couch which makes me feels like a Prince at least. Hehe.

What’s on our order list?

.. Egg Mayo Sandwich and Smoothie;
.. Fusillie Tri-Colore in Cabonara Sauce and Stawberry O’cha Smoothie.

Yum-Yum-Yummy!

I like the ambience and design of the cafe. It makes me wan’na la-la.. comes back.

Don’t you agree?

Soon after we finish, the two bozz are done. We chatted away for hours. I really miss those days working with sist’a Nora and wit’ty Izwan at Raffles Place. Well..

It’s a great weekend for the weekend’er+s!

Cheerios!

Challenges. Challengers.

I missed two days in a row. Got extremely stressed out and depressed.

Started to get back on track once more again, and felt slightly relieved, but not there yet.

I’ve tried every single thing I can, with every single effort I have.

On this day, it’s unusual for me to go for a hair session in the middle of the month, I booked an appointment with Xtrim Hair. Hoping for a better change.

Xtrim Hair is a hub with its belonging of exclusivity, very different from any others. Each individuals will be served with dedications. Cool!

Exhausted to the maximum.

Morale to the bare minimum.

Lifestyle is totally changed.

Arrives at work at 7AM, leaves venue at 10PM. Two meals a day – breakfast and late lunch. I’m not taking care of my well-being, how am I deemed fit as a Membership Consultant in a fitness industry? I don’t dare to leave the club when I didn’t manage a single unit for the day.

I have never felt so devastated this much before.

Not a single soul understands what state is Berdley in behind his cheerful appearance. Door closed, he is like a frog struggling in the water. Sometimes, uncontrollably, droplet will start rolling down his cheeks.

A lot of things running through my mind at this moment of time..

Somehow, I’ve kinda neglected my family due to work in a way or another. I felt really guilty about it. Been thinking how I can spare some time with them chatting or cafe’ing.

Hinted a holiday to Mummy, and response was quite enthusiastic. Great!

My family has pampered me a lot, and now it’s my turn to pamper them.

Now I’m planning to treat them a trip to Hong Kong. Budget, flight, accomodation and itinerary. Especially for folks who have yet to onboard a flight before, it’s going to be an unforgettable experience for them.

So looking forward to it, especially it’s going to be a birthday treat for Mummy too! Woohooo!

I’ve met up with lots of really nice personalities in the club who became so close to me and care for me..

.. When I’m down, they’ll give me a pat on my back;
.. When I’m sick, they’ll get me cure;
.. When I’m hungry, they’ll get me bites;
.. When it’s my birthday, they’ll buy me cakes.

I’m so fortunate to have them around. They just simply know it.

I love the club. I love the laughters.

Thanks Cherie for the bun. Thanks Omar for the Green Tea.

Things have to come to a point for evaluation, as the kind of support I used to behold is no longer there. I really hate this! Please, give me a breather. Log’ging non-stop, work’ing till club closes is not an easy routine. I’ve tried to give in my every single pieces of sincere effort, but you just don’t understand.

I felt really tired at this point of time. The urge of breaking-down is getting stronger. I don’t know how long more I’m going to withstand this kind of situation.

I don’t wish to..