We would pretty much like to create an atmosphere to attract people in to the club, unfortunately people up there has no budget for us. Therefore, our club is plainly quiet on this day which gives a cold eerie feeling though.

To hype up a little, we had our team lunch at the newly opened Harry’s Bar (Fusionopolis).

They serve set lunch. I had a go with a salad as starter, rib-eye steak as main and sinful dessert (which I didn’t manage to taste as I had to rush up for a presentation).

I would say the food there is pretty average, taste could be better and overall service is plain. I would have my meal there again if I want to chill out.

As the night falls, we had wacky ideas to invite the creepy mistress going around scaring members and guests. Before that happens, she did a spa at our nice sky garden..

Gone crazy did I, munching on Front Desk’s microphone! Aarrgghh!

Somehow, it’s filled with merely three colors instead of seven and jig-saw graphics even though 25 years of my life has passed.

Achievements? Nothing much, compared to peers or people around my age, some are already in managerial positions or Managing Directors. The inferiority in me emerges.

Is it how life wants me to walk through? Even though no matter how much determination I want to path it the way I want it to be?

Sometimes I felt so tired, the energy to fight through is almost used up. I want to rest but was threatened by worse situations may arise.

Luck. I need some to shower over. I want to have a brighter life and provide a better quality of living for my family. I want to be able to go travelling to places like New York City, Boracay, Japan, etc.

I would not want the remaining of my life to repeat what appeared in my scrapbook for the past 25 years. I want to better. I really want to..

Certain things due to certain reasons I no longer able to condone for now..

I am so missing being an avid party animal, with all the adrenaline pumping tunes emitting through, and unlimited flow of alcohol in my blood-stream.

I am so missing my dosage of wine and champagne, be it at any function or just over a simple dinner.

I am so missing the varieties of “Wan Dou Sek” dim sum at Geylang, like my favourite siew mai and mugga chrysanthemum tea.

I am so missing the indulgence at Ichiban Sushi, N.Y.D.C., The Soup Restaurant, Coffee Club Xpress, etc.

I am so missing the visual and audio treats in the cinema.

I am so missing my regular trip to Sentosa to receive the love from the sun and the beach, not forgetting with my glassa mojito.

I am so missing..

In life, it’s not about how high to lift your head in the first position on a race track. Hold on to it with confidence, skill, consistency and be humble. Well, sometime persistency helps to overtake.

Stay competitive and positive.

Gear on, and race the Formula 1 spirit!